its over now

what should i do??
maybe this is the right time.
even though my heart beat rising
while speaking with him
hopefully he will knowing
but its never ever happening
i must accept it from now on
no more tears
no more waiting
no more yelling
no more laugh
this blog will be my diary from now on
I'm free to do anything
yes..life must carry on
it so hard to accept it
but i need to forget it
be a positive person
nobody know my tears
nobody know my actual feeling
they only know how to blame me
everything what i had done
they did not appreciate it
I'm strong enough to face it
i will forget slowly
yes....slowly
although it take time